The happy Dino that you all know has permanently become saddened Dino. All this happened about 3mins ago, when I had an epiphany- and a real bad one.. i never get bad epiphanys. This is worse than having hairy legs, or having no tv or being deprived of ribena. by infinite times.
For those who dont know, i had a boyfriend last year. It was a mutual decision, we both felt it was 'time' to go our own way and find better things in life. I know what you're thinking- its the lamest thing ever, because we were both really happy together, like reallly happy. But thats not the problem here. Break-ups happen everyday, anytime and happen so commonly that you don't even flinch when you hear about one. HOWEVER. this was no ordinary break up. Did i tell you that we broke on CHRISTMAS NIGHT 2006?!?! WHAT THE HELL WERE WE THINKING BREAKING UP ON CHRISTMAS ?! ITS CHRISTMAS. i'm really struggling to think of a worse time to break up on. i cant believe this did not dawn upon me sooner. now for the REST OF MY LIFE, I WILL REMEMBER CHRISTMAS AS THE BLESSED HOLIDAY WE BROKE UP ON. Dont get me wrong, it wasn't like a puffy eyes from prolonged periods of crying or screaming and chucking things- kind of break up. it was a really civil, deeply-thought out and 'positive' if you like, kind of break up. it was what we both wanted.
BUT BREAKING UP ON CHRISTMAS? IT COULD HAVE HAPPENED ON THE QUEEN'S BIRTHDAY FOR ALL I CARE.
HOW WILL I ENJOY CHRISTMAS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE WITHOUT REMEMBERING WHAT HAPPENED ON CHRISTMAS 06?!
I WILL SOON BECOME A CYNICAL BITCH AND CURSE THE JOY OF CHRISTMAS UPON HAPPILY MARRIED AND TOGETHER COUPLES. NOOOOOOOOOOOO I DONT WANT TO BECOME THAT! THATS THE MOST HORRIBLE THING EVER.
OH MY GOD. MY LIFE IS OVER.
There is only one way this conundrum MAY be rectified. someone has to propose to me on CHRISTMAS NIGHT. (now theres a clue you could use, bradley =P)
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aww dun be sad dino. you can't do anything about timing, dwelling on this will only further dampen your xmas cheer. think of it on xmas as a celebration of all the good times together. anyway you will never be a cynical bitch, firstly because that position is taken by moi and secondly, you're too nice and bubbly and positive to be cynical. cheer up!
-love spam xoxo
awhhh thanks spam!! you hero. haha yeah im trying to imagine myself being all cynical, but all i can do is laugh at our stupidity. for now i have a love-hate relationship with Christmas. lets hope the 'love' part wins over by the time Christmas comes. ehehee ok time to go fishing now! =D
i love youuuuuuuuuu
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