Saturday, May 26, 2007

FIGHTING A LOSING BATTLE.

i hate everything about everything. this is so cliched but life just isn't fair.

the nachos dips are taking over the world. there can never be enough up & go. family vacations aren't happening. guys get away with everything. girls are so effin girly. GOD.

there is NEVER enough money. $43/month for child sponsorship.. SHOOT ME. but im determined to continue sponsoring, plainly because we all know HARON DIJIWATHI needs the money more than i ever will. when will i ever parallel park properly? WHO THE F*CK CAN ESTIMATE WHEN YOUR CAR IS AT A 45DEGREE ANGLE DAROUSH!? WHY CANT ALINA BE F*CKING SATISFIED WITH WHAT I DRAW. DOES SHE EVEN KNOW SHE STOLE WHAT WAS MEANT TO BE MY DESIGN PROJECT?!

AND WHY DO I SEE HIM EVERYWHERE. I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ARGH. THE HOROSCOPES IN THE WEST MAG ARE SO TRUE. THIS IS SUCH A TWO-STAR WEEKEND!

SHE SAYS IM FIGHTING A LOSING BATTLE. WELL I CLEARLY AM ARNT' I!? and im purposely being vague because i dont want you to know anything about anything. you know, im really good at being happy. or at least outter dino is. inner-dino is usually 10% unhappy. and most of the time that 10% stays suppressed by the 90% of happiness. but sometimes that 10% creeps into the 90% of happiness bubble and steals some happiness away. i get bitchy and calculative and ugly and irritated and emo and everything confusing. when that happens... i like to say im pmsing. but for God's sake, every single month of the year for the rest of my life? ARGHHHHHHHHH WOMEN ARE SO EFFIN ANNOYING! thats not even half the battle im fighting.

you don't know me at all. none of you do. not a single one. dont even try to because i wont let you.

there you go. i just broke my rule of "never post a blog that gives negative vibes".

Off you go now. Bask in that negativity, apply it into your life, influence everyone around you with it. im sure it'll come right back to me. now to finish it off with an evil laugh... hahahaha.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

you'll be ok.
you just need a hug...